Be.You.Tiful is you

purr sad...
Saturday, October 07, 2006

there's always someone you trust in your life. someone close and dear. someone you wouldn't think of hurting you. someone who will fight for the good of your name. someone you believe is on the same wavelength as yourself. this is that someone whom you shared your secrets with. your dreams and every cry and laughter.

and just when you think that your life is getting better, he or she stabbed you real hard on the back. typical you say? yes but hurtful all the same...

then it makes you go through sleepless nights and many unsettling days just to figure out what wrong you have done. feeling sorry for yourself and nursing your wounds at the same time.

now what if this someone, is very closely related to you?? the last person you think will have any ill-intentions towards you? what if? this someone is not someone you chose to get to know. this someone was already there since you first breathe the air of this world.

how are you suppose to feel to that? how am i suppose to feel??

this is ultimate betrayal. why do we have to suffer at the expanse of someone else's insecurities?? but then again, this is life. yes! but something can be done, you say. but what...?

what i didn't know was it had been going on for so long. too long....

that someone i trusted, could have won herself an oscar for all the acting she's done these years. it was very convincing all her lies and masquerades.

well...i thank God though for the problems that occured recently. otherwise, my life could have been worse off.

till then.....

purrrrrrr~

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1:41 PM

Purrrrrrr....
Monday, April 17, 2006

been busy lately...very excited about platform6, like i'm one of the participants!
tis going to be happening!!! lots of people, potentially entertaining participants, sexy and umph guest performers and presenters, beautiful judges and of course whacky and funky crew! all these happening at dblO this coming saturday!!!
okies...have to retire for the day. till then...

--you're --
2:41 AM

purr...at bangkok.
Thursday, March 30, 2006

tis a new year and i haven't been blogging. internet's down and bla..bla..bla. so well here are some peekies from bangkok rock fest. tetapi more of us lah kan. heh heh...!

hubby's birthday...kena sabo lorr!!!

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6:09 PM

whooops...
Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Oh geez!!! I know..i know i haven't been updating. Internet's down so will be updating real soon my dear fans...(sorry this part ter-feeling sikit)

--you're --
6:47 PM

purr's big surprise...
Friday, December 23, 2005

i came home from hanging out with the b.s family, only to find a beautiful surprise awaiting me in our master bedroom!!! the room was dark as i entered it and from the corner of my eye, i saw.......
(sempat okie take peekies!)
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this is what's written on the piece of paper...
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then my focus went to the bed...isn't hubby sweet??!!
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the roses!!!!!!! the first bunch of roses from hubby!!!
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the front of the card...
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the back of the card...
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my reaction....(sempat jugak okies ambil peekie i sendiri) i was so moved to tears when i read what hubby wrote!!!
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the close up version of the poem...

you see...people keep telling me that i'm lucky. i know i am. i have god to thank for andz's beautiful presence in my, otherwise depressing ala radiohead, life.
i love him so much. regardless...

--you're --
1:42 AM

purring........
Friday, December 16, 2005

last wed, i went along with nick and patrick to do kk hospital-children's ward tour. twas really fun. apparently patrick and nick have been at this for a while. i'm a newbie and there were eswandy(death of cinema) and ee ghim. really enjoyed myself. can't wait to do it again.

latest highlights now...

-kak rubiah was warded yesterday. she had been really, really sick. so finally...nuh it is.
-i woke up late again today. frustrated with myself. niways called up far east square to inform them but candy told me that she just called for a replacement. okies....sorry suzey chang but i really don't feel it there anymore.
-i was strolling on myspace and found a beautiful girl who happens to be the girlfriend of someone beautiful. i was awe strucked and suddenly i felt so small and crappy! geez!
-wham-bam-ding-a-ling-jiggy-mangaloid!
-love you hubby!
-hugs my amazing friends.....

--you're --
9:53 AM

purr goes to zouk out 2005!!!
Monday, December 12, 2005

ah lai! zouk out peekies! oh but before we proceed, lets send a prayer to Ewan's (Cliff) late dad, who returned to the creator on the 9th Dec 2005. For those of you workin with Spinelli, Ewan is Yatee's (Great World City) boyfriend.

and here are the peekies.....