take my hands, come dance with me

purr sad...

2006-10-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

there's always someone you trust in your life. someone close and dear. someone you wouldn't think of hurting you. someone who will fight for the good of your name. someone you believe is on the same wavelength as yourself. this is that someone whom you shared your secrets with. your dreams and every cry and laughter.

and just when you think that your life is getting better, he or she stabbed you real hard on the back. typical you say? yes but hurtful all the same...

then it makes you go through sleepless nights and many unsettling days just to figure out what wrong you have done. feeling sorry for yourself and nursing your wounds at the same time.

now what if this someone, is very closely related to you?? the last person you think will have any ill-intentions towards you? what if? this someone is not someone you chose to get to know. this someone was already there since you first breathe the air of this world.

how are you suppose to feel to that? how am i suppose to feel??

this is ultimate betrayal. why do we have to suffer at the expanse of someone else's insecurities?? but then again, this is life. yes! but something can be done, you say. but what...?

what i didn't know was it had been going on for so long. too long....

that someone i trusted, could have won herself an oscar for all the acting she's done these years. it was very convincing all her lies and masquerades.

well...i thank God though for the problems that occured recently. otherwise, my life could have been worse off.

till then.....

purrrrrrr~

Purrrrrrr....

2006-04-17T02:41:00.000+08:00

been busy lately...very excited about platform6, like i'm one of the participants!
tis going to be happening!!! lots of people, potentially entertaining participants, sexy and umph guest performers and presenters, beautiful judges and of course whacky and funky crew! all these happening at dblO this coming saturday!!!
okies...have to retire for the day. till then...

purr...at bangkok.

2006-03-30T18:09:00.000+08:00

tis a new year and i haven't been blogging. internet's down and bla..bla..bla. so well here are some peekies from bangkok rock fest. tetapi more of us lah kan. heh heh...!

hubby's birthday...kena sabo lorr!!!

whooops...

2006-03-28T18:47:00.000+08:00

Oh geez!!! I know..i know i haven't been updating. Internet's down so will be updating real soon my dear fans...(sorry this part ter-feeling sikit)

purr's big surprise...

2005-12-23T01:42:00.000+08:00

i came home from hanging out with the b.s family, only to find a beautiful surprise awaiting me in our master bedroom!!! the room was dark as i entered it and from the corner of my eye, i saw.......
(sempat okie take peekies!)

this is what's written on the piece of paper...

then my focus went to the bed...isn't hubby sweet??!!

the roses!!!!!!! the first bunch of roses from hubby!!!

the front of the card...

the back of the card...

my reaction....(sempat jugak okies ambil peekie i sendiri) i was so moved to tears when i read what hubby wrote!!!

the close up version of the poem...

you see...people keep telling me that i'm lucky. i know i am. i have god to thank for andz's beautiful presence in my, otherwise depressing ala radiohead, life.
i love him so much. regardless...

purring........

2005-12-16T09:53:00.000+08:00

last wed, i went along with nick and patrick to do kk hospital-children's ward tour. twas really fun. apparently patrick and nick have been at this for a while. i'm a newbie and there were eswandy(death of cinema) and ee ghim. really enjoyed myself. can't wait to do it again.

latest highlights now...

-kak rubiah was warded yesterday. she had been really, really sick. so finally...nuh it is.
-i woke up late again today. frustrated with myself. niways called up far east square to inform them but candy told me that she just called for a replacement. okies....sorry suzey chang but i really don't feel it there anymore.
-i was strolling on myspace and found a beautiful girl who happens to be the girlfriend of someone beautiful. i was awe strucked and suddenly i felt so small and crappy! geez!
-wham-bam-ding-a-ling-jiggy-mangaloid!
-love you hubby!
-hugs my amazing friends.....

purr goes to zouk out 2005!!!

2005-12-12T19:33:00.000+08:00

ah lai! zouk out peekies! oh but before we proceed, lets send a prayer to Ewan's (Cliff) late dad, who returned to the creator on the 9th Dec 2005. For those of you workin with Spinelli, Ewan is Yatee's (Great World City) boyfriend.

and here are the peekies.....

hubby and myself...

yon and us...

slowjaxx ay?

tiramisu...

chichilala....!

rudy...?? the hell...?

de trios....(feeling hip hop)

crazee women...!

sal darling.....purrrr....

nady & wanz aka ah hock aka wandi...

ahmad's face : tanak ambil gambar lah... my face : peh pasal lah!

hubby, me, nora cuzzy, jesse...

hearts....

one of the best deejays.....armin!!!!!!!! enjoyed his set, like totally!

chichilala part 2...

purr got food

2005-12-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

on the 25th of last month, nan invited us to his place for makan-makan.

the special dish is called bumia(pray i get that right)

here are the peekies.

the peeps of SFB. looking very anggun in their uni.

the boys with nan.

suey(also see suzey chang) with yani and sunny side up.

hafiz kecil. tak kecil sangat lah. okie okie baby.

suzey chang and myself, with all the other camera whores.

auntie rita dearest...nan's mumsy.

purr is tired

2005-12-05T03:18:00.001+08:00

my hubby is priceless. love hubby alot. hubby take care of baby nadwah. okie people stop puking. this is just a random post.

purrrrrrrr

2005-11-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

long day...really long day. sigh....well maybe because i had skipped sleeping a night ago. tapi ada hati nak feeling blog hari nie. mata dah ngantuk nie. longoi sekali...

want to post some more pics but dah longoi tersangat-sangat. till tomorrow or so.

people....to err is human, to forgive divine...so lets go for the latter. i'm tryin...

zzzzzzzzzzzz.........freaky z......eh aper jer!

Purr's blurbs....

2005-11-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

earlier today, sofie told me to check out a webpage. turned out to be some people from the past. so when i got home, i made haste and went straight to the site and lo and behold! all the agonizing memories came rushing back like a slap in my face. my heart ached for the one precious that means so much to me. what if....? there's so many what ifs and tis always what ifs for me. i have long put the past behind, assuring myself that everything will be ok. albeit the fact that i had shaft that particular grey moment of my life far into the back of my heart, along with some ungrateful people from today, i know deep down that i will have to face this severe matter one day. i honestly don't know when that day will arrive but today was a reminder for me of the painful and heartbreaking confrontation to come in the near future. i am strong( i tell myself that everyday, especially when in mental and emotional torment ). i am strong... but how much stronger? i'm sure there's a limit to one's strength. i have to be ready.
my dad told me once that my life is like a story you can only find in novels. initially he found it hard to swallow the bitter fact but when he was more calmed and composed, he was very grateful that the painful event didn't break me. he was thankful to the almighty that i was able to stand head up and faced the world. than again, i have God to thank for everything too. one hell of an expensive lesson. i learnt it well. enough of that for now.....
had a really good time at work just now. real bonding session with fazli. thanks fazli for opening up to me. brings us a notch up in our friendship. not forgetting sue. tis always laughing and laughing and laughing. we got to do this kind of shift again peeps! crazy!!

purr's first day raya...

2005-11-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

okie peeps. almost half of syawal has gone by and i'm just posting pictures of the first day raya.

this is kak rubiah and abang hashim. looking really great. i have sue to thank for baju kurung kak rubiah. dia tampak cantik dan menawan sekali in the baju kurung yang you kasi. thanks eh sue.

ini pulak the couple tadi and the rahman family, minus sofie, razie and shikin, yang belum siap at all membesarkan tahi mata di pagi raya. reza took this picture.

the 3 musketeers. luqman, haikal and asyraff.

at rumah nenek. the big boys posing for the camera. razie, sofie, syam, abang hashim and andz.

the big girls plus ada yang kepo di belakang tu. okie in the centre definitely me. 2nd row from the left in pink tudong is hidayah followed by fina, haizumi, dyana, shikin, lyana and yang tudung putih tu auntie idah. two men whom are not supposed to be in the pic are uncle hafiz and faisal.

my auntie tini and her 3 daughters. namely, from the back, nadia, nadirah and nazirah.

nurul, hidayah and fiqah.

despite all the kecohness, we do not forget our beloved tok, my HERO.

sampai di sini saja for now. more pics to come. cheerios!

purr looking back..

2005-11-12T11:16:00.000+08:00

well now. salim has gone to yemen and it seems that i'm the last one among the closest to blog about it. when i woke up, tak berus gigi tak apa. mandi pun belum, i went through all the pics that we've taken together. here are some of them...

till next november salim. take care and be well.

purr's gratitude

2005-11-12T04:32:00.000+08:00

finally people! my blogspot's functioning! i have ainon to thank for helping me with my blogpage. thanks ainon! owe u ten! since tis too late to post a really long entry now, i'll procrastinate till after i wake up later. for now tis yay! yay! yay! steady pom pi pi!!!